Ay naku, lately Im abusing myself physically, emotionally and mentally... Again, Im so anxious when the time comes i'll be leaving. Sometimes, i feel so depressed everytime I think of my family here. Im very much close with my family and its really hard for me to leave them. Cry to the max 'to! nyahaha! Im super iyakin pa naman... I hate to see people go. But that's life, this is what I chose and I know its for everybody's happiness naman. Im not sanay lang tlga not being with them. Imagine, I spent my summer every year at home. If I got the chance to have a vacation out of town dapat kasama sila... if im with friends naman, 3 days is long enough na so i have to go home na... ano ba!!!
Sobrang exhausted na ko sa work. Now wer 2 just to in the operation so sobrang matrabaho.. e buti kung puro posting ... kya lang you have to type this certificates for the clients copy etc. Dual job ako ngyon.. new accounts and tellering... ang saya di ba.... konting tiis na lang tlga... ang dami ko pang pending transactions for filing... hayyyy.. sometimes i go home late.. sabi ko pagdating ko sa house, sleep kagad ako... but everytime i see my pc.. cant help not to open it... sus!!! parang ngyon, antok na antok ako knina... pero eto ako ngyon mega type pa... magdamagan na naman 'to... ilang gabi na kong puyat... last nayt nag-inom pa ko... 4 hours of sleep tapos sobrang harassed pa knina sa ofis kse ako lang mag-isa.. ang saya tlga!!!
I know d ganito ang pagsuisuicide! nyahahaa!
Good times together
15 years ago
2 comments on "Killing myself....."
bruha kelan ba alis mo??? malamang umaatikabong MMK nga yan pgalis m kc nga close ka pla sa family mo.. ikaw na ang best actress nian hehehe.
oo nga d gnyan ang pag suicide lola.. hehe...
ahehehee... gusto ko na nga ipadala sa MMK bka manalo pa ko ng 10K! nyahahaa!
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