From Cueshe titled "Ulan"
From Kamikazee titled "Narda"
Eto ewan ko ba dito... may sarili syang lyrics!!!
This is my own Heaven and Hell. Not everyone may understand the real me, some may hate me... and so? WHO CARES!!!!
I was kinda disappointed this afternoon. Since there's no formality regarding my transfer in this department which was the instruction by our president that i'll be assign there, all of a sudden until now he havent approved it yet. I talked to our HR head, and gave me a lot of options and reasons... in short, wag ako don. hayyyy... im so inis kse i was doing great with my work and eversince don na tlga ko im at comfortable na. Naku ewan ko...i dont know kung san na ba ko tlga! hopefully tomorrow, i'll hear a good news...
Today was a tiring day for me... For almost 5 years of working, now lang ako napagod... and im sure everyday na kong pagod! This past few years, all what im doing was just phonecalls, print reports, email, chumika at kumain! nyahaha! kung suswertehin, doing nothing at all... thou boring un no! My petiks petiks days passed! Its about time na mapakinabangan na nila ako... since Im now a new accounts teller... d pa official since our president havent sign yet my form.. pero im doing it na for almost 2 weeks. My only complain, body aches naman! Better na rin ung busy ako kse im having some difficulties now a days...
At this point in my life, as I grow older... all challenges in life, little by little nararamdaman ko na... Minsan gusto kong isipin na, God has a purpose.. but sometimes i wonder why kung ano ung purpose na un. So many thoughts in my mind... nakakaconfused! Sakit ng ulo, buong kalamnan!!! Minsan wala kang choices, napipilitan kang gawin na ayaw mo. You dont even know kung for the better yung gagawin na un. Torture tlaga! Minsan naisip ko, mas gusto ko ung sakit physically kse nagagamot, pero ung emotional, ang hirap ng gamutin, ang hirap pang pagalingin.
"There was a study done where a control group of 100 people were divided into two. 50 people watched a very funny, tears-of laughter type movie. 50 watched a very sad and tears of compassion type movie. At the end of the sessions researchers collected the "happy tears" and the "sad tears" with eye droppers. They found that "happy tears" are made up of brine... salt water and not a great deal else. However the "sad tears" were found to contain the very same chemicals and enzymes that are found in tumours, ulcers and other such lumps and bumps and sicknesses throughout the body. This test concluded that the body, when crying in sadness etc is literally flushing out all of the toxic-chemicals that accumulate and are a part of the sadness /heart ache experience. Therefore if one holds back those tears, those toxic-waters will find somewhere else to deposit themselves... and prolonged lack-of-crying-release will guarantee that the body will accumulate huge amount of internal pollution and toxicity that should have been released through the tears... is it any wonder that the eyes sting so much when we hold back our tears?"
I was so exhausted today! I cant say that Im not used to be stressed, but i guess i dont want to get tired... sino ba may gusto? hehehe... I have a new line of work. New Accounts Teller.... yikes! But im lucky enough since i was not assigned in a branch. Im still with my old collegues and the work load was not that heavy... carry ko pa! So far, im enjoying what im doing... wala pa kong problema... d p ko nagnenervous breakdown! nyahahaa!
I was kinda disappointed this afternoon. Since there's no formality regarding my transfer in this department which was the instruction by our president that i'll be assign there, all of a sudden until now he havent approved it yet. I talked to our HR head, and gave me a lot of options and reasons... in short, wag ako don. hayyyy... im so inis kse i was doing great with my work and eversince don na tlga ko im at comfortable na. Naku ewan ko...i dont know kung san na ba ko tlga! hopefully tomorrow, i'll hear a good news...
Today was a tiring day for me... For almost 5 years of working, now lang ako napagod... and im sure everyday na kong pagod! This past few years, all what im doing was just phonecalls, print reports, email, chumika at kumain! nyahaha! kung suswertehin, doing nothing at all... thou boring un no! My petiks petiks days passed! Its about time na mapakinabangan na nila ako... since Im now a new accounts teller... d pa official since our president havent sign yet my form.. pero im doing it na for almost 2 weeks. My only complain, body aches naman! Better na rin ung busy ako kse im having some difficulties now a days...
At this point in my life, as I grow older... all challenges in life, little by little nararamdaman ko na... Minsan gusto kong isipin na, God has a purpose.. but sometimes i wonder why kung ano ung purpose na un. So many thoughts in my mind... nakakaconfused! Sakit ng ulo, buong kalamnan!!! Minsan wala kang choices, napipilitan kang gawin na ayaw mo. You dont even know kung for the better yung gagawin na un. Torture tlaga! Minsan naisip ko, mas gusto ko ung sakit physically kse nagagamot, pero ung emotional, ang hirap ng gamutin, ang hirap pang pagalingin.
"There was a study done where a control group of 100 people were divided into two. 50 people watched a very funny, tears-of laughter type movie. 50 watched a very sad and tears of compassion type movie. At the end of the sessions researchers collected the "happy tears" and the "sad tears" with eye droppers. They found that "happy tears" are made up of brine... salt water and not a great deal else. However the "sad tears" were found to contain the very same chemicals and enzymes that are found in tumours, ulcers and other such lumps and bumps and sicknesses throughout the body. This test concluded that the body, when crying in sadness etc is literally flushing out all of the toxic-chemicals that accumulate and are a part of the sadness /heart ache experience. Therefore if one holds back those tears, those toxic-waters will find somewhere else to deposit themselves... and prolonged lack-of-crying-release will guarantee that the body will accumulate huge amount of internal pollution and toxicity that should have been released through the tears... is it any wonder that the eyes sting so much when we hold back our tears?"
I was so exhausted today! I cant say that Im not used to be stressed, but i guess i dont want to get tired... sino ba may gusto? hehehe... I have a new line of work. New Accounts Teller.... yikes! But im lucky enough since i was not assigned in a branch. Im still with my old collegues and the work load was not that heavy... carry ko pa! So far, im enjoying what im doing... wala pa kong problema... d p ko nagnenervous breakdown! nyahahaa!Just a thought Copyright © 2009 Girl Music is Designed by Ipietoon Sponsored by Emocutez